Broken Heart

[Barbara T]

You will be able to wake up and not dread the day, but you will still have those nano seconds of reality occasionally, and they can be overwhelming.  But they don't last long.  Just remind yourself, he wouldn't want you to be sad all the time.  You still have a lot of life to live, and a lot to give.

[Pat Testa]

I think of you often Madisons and try to put myself in your place, which is impossible...all I can say is, there will come a time when you look back and realize that there was only one outcome to the situation and it was the one that you experienced. I think about all the suffering that Bill went through and I remember the look of utter helplessness every time he walked out of the Radiation Room and was so weak and sick...I used to drive him to one of his favorite restaurants and we would just sit and talk and enjoy what was left of a difficult day. Those are the times I like to remember...eventually, I hope the bad days and the suffering will come to my memory less and less....but I know it won't go away completely. It was part of my life and hopefully a learning experience that will make me stronger as I approach my ultimate destiny........hang in there and know we are all still in this with you.....(((((Madisons)))))

[Madisons]

Six months today.  Seems like an eternity....yet I still expect him to just be in the next room, or out somewhere and coming back in a little while. He comes to me in dreams sometimes and I hate to wake up and find that it is only a dream.  I miss him sooooo much. 

[Guardian Angel]

((((((((Madisons))))))))